shiengz

foster the people@KLCC

2012-01-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

It was a night of usual traffic jam on a typical Friday where everyone's rushing back home from work..the gig went for around one and half hours..i find the venue unpleasant due to no air conditioning and it was pretty much packed with people. I found myself surrounded by teenagers and even kids who have barely turned 12..and I start to feel old... surrounded by this group of people. Never the less, it was a good workout, sardined by sweaty people, and wet hair flippings.

Dont look back, Mr hot shot!

2011-12-31T12:56:00.000+08:00

Trying to make a connection
unwind back to daunting memories of the past
traveling back to the present
visiting old scar that hasnt completely healed
we been there before..
making mistakes just like any ordinary human
ooh how teenage minds are..
so young, gullible and full of shit..
oh..troubled minds..
the past should stay in the past..
people changes...
the sweet innocent girl is gone
lets live in the present instead..
Happy New Year..

Epic bday 2011

2011-12-24T23:11:00.001+08:00

wiggle-wiggle singled out! brings a smile on my face when i hear it on the radio..could be a good workout regime song...this was suppose to be a prank i played on my colleague..in the end..both of us did the wiggling as well.(both of our bdays') .not pretty...at all..but we had a good laugh..=)

zombie theme bday... work desk got pimp by my sweet colleague..watch out! there is always next year! just u wait! ended with a bang in zombie attack bunny short scene...and micheal jackson's scream dancing scene featuring zombie, the gang and the vicious bunny..

Street Photography on Japan

2011-12-12T02:02:00.001+08:00

After having visited Japan, thought that I wanted to share some of the lovely pics i took in Japan..some street photography..you may say.. my favourite moments are: father takes his child into his arms, and a group of freshmen trying to get audience to come see their play. Crossing the borders that divides, exploring different cultures & beliefs, walking on foreign lands and meeting people on the the other side of the world...seeing a different light, it was a good trip..

Band of the month: Two Door Cinema Club

2011-12-11T20:07:00.001+08:00

Two Door Cinema Club..there is something boyish, geekish but yet lovable about this band. Their music is somewhat on the indie yet futuristic.. cant wait to hear more from this dynamic band..

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Topman Big Gig@the Bee, Publika

2011-11-29T02:03:00.004+08:00

It was my first visit to Publika, and i must say this could be an awesome hangout spot...on the way out of the carpark..spotted BEN grocery store..i was like 'wow'..extremely impressed with the concept and decor, spotted a copy of Cosmopolitan in UK version was a big plus!! went out to search for V, unfortunately they arent selling any of those..but still there's a great variety of imported brands to choose from..;)

Thanks to the courtesy of the bee, we got free food and booze!! awesome..:)

1st opening act was from They will kill us all..they were so great, it was mind blasting!!harmonious tunes and blazing guitar playing..i think i almost fainted from an eargasm..XD..i was hoping they would play 'son of the fearless'..dont really remember the last song they played for laundry bar..but it was soulful as well.

Then, Busco played next..the simple plan of Malaysia..they were pretty good..

Oh well, didnt stay long for the last act(but i wish i did)..up next..went to the new opening of an Irish bar named Saint bar@Encorp the Strand.

another hangout spot to look out for! Till next time..:)

The Smashing Pumpkins - Perfect

2011-11-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

remember college? it was the best!

The xx- Crystalised

2011-10-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks

2011-08-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

back to the 90's

2011-08-14T00:19:00.001+08:00

awesome song to chill on a saturday nite!

reset on life

2011-08-07T21:02:00.004+08:00

i have decided to switch back to my old blog name again. No Doubt has always been a part of my life that was. Gwen Stefani with her pink hair, outrageous clothing and exposed belly button.

i missed writing.

Stepping out to the working life has not been easy. Everybody's struggling with their work somehow. With different kind of stress level.

and then..here's mine to manage and balance out with life.

a part of me needs to relearn to be independent again since my sister has gone back to hometown. no more disturbing phone calls on 6pm asking whats for dinner. feels a bit lonely. got to get used to it somehow.

found an olympic size pool nearby my office. went there after work..really nice to be swimming again. so nice and warm. =)

till next time.

Under The Red Sky

2011-07-18T00:38:00.001+08:00

Under The Red Sky by They Will Kill Us Allwicked awesome..

my sweet weekend

2011-07-17T02:07:00.002+08:00

going out today seems like a good break. Kinda miss the music festivals we had while we were still in uni. the event here was okay, minus the hot sun and wet muddy grass. i spotted a band that i am not used to hearing. they were playing a new mix of songs. i got to say hell yea!! they were awesome. it kinda make sense to me that their music had a shift. i mean who wouldnt be when there are great bands like kings of leon pulling off emo songs into rock ballad. while there are some sort of influence from mgmt..electronical music and whatnots. but i must say.. good job guys.. u guys has done it again. pssstt...lets keep it a secret or they will kill us all.

signing out reporting late from urbanscapes.

the greener side

2011-06-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

its been the same all the while
we always crave for things that we cant have
things that you cant grasp hold of
fresh new stuff
things we cant have
stealing ice cream from a kid

somehow we get over with it
eventually
i hope

a new beginning

2011-05-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

stay hungry stay foolish
for once
feeling like its a long journey
hitting some bumps along the way
and you just felt like quiting
then you look back and found that the journey was quite a run
wow..do u runaway now? or finish the race?

for those who have chosen their paths
i wish you the best of luck
hopefully what you opt for will be worth for a while

damn you.
i think i ll miss bossing you around.

lost in the universe

2011-04-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

times like these
just felt like winding up to the past just for one day
just to be sane
stay in sync with the universe
and the rest of it

to confine yourselves with ambitious minds
or let your passion be overtook and die
the easy road is too easy
but could that be what i really need

Adrian Lux - Teenage Crime

2011-03-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

time and time

2011-03-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

time and time
i dont feel like how it was
how it used to be

cant remember
nokia's not connecting
dysfunctional emotions
time has killed it
the silent walls dont even have to utter words
its another typical teenage crime
only silence being the culprit

kinda sad but i guess there it goes.

Changing Lanes Hayley Parsons

2011-03-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

sick beat really..got all this from patrick oliver's latest podcast..really good song list..

newsflash..

bought a guitar...the only thing stopping me now is..when i ll start to pick it up and practice..

band of skulls-cold fame

2011-02-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

boxer rebellion-if you run

2011-01-31T22:56:00.002+08:00

so it is true
absence makes the heart goes fonder
it brings meaning to emo songs..
it makes hearts emotional..
pondering about life and how much life that has been wasted
ohh how life begins and how its script is written in the next scene

life s a beach or a betch?

2011-01-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

moving directions
seems like we are moving backwards
going back to the start
where the gunner shoots again

every day is a new day
every day we are changing rapidly
every day we look think feel differently
life's a challenge
its all depending on how we steer it
never stop learning

Celebrate Malaysian Cultural Diversity

2010-12-16T00:37:00.003+08:00

Embracing the inner Shiela!! Lol..Siao Kuin is Shanti, I was Shiela for the night..i was so into character that i just go " hey..apa khabar..nama saya Shiela.." everywhere i go..Twas the RI Gala Dinner 2010!

scummy

2010-12-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

flashbacks

2010-11-28T23:51:00.003+08:00

missing you heaps!!!!!!

Older chests reveal themselves
Like a crack in a wall
Starting small, and grow in time
And we all seem to need the help
Of someone else
To mend that shelf
of too many books
Read me your favourite line

Papa went to other lands
And he found someone who understands
The ticking, and the western man's need to cry
He came back the other day, yeah you know
Some things in life may change
And some things
They stay the same

Like time, there's always time
On my mind
So pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time

Older gents sit on the fence
With their cap in hand
Looking grand
They watch their city change
Children scream, or so it seems,
Louder than before
Out of doors, into stores with bigger names
Mama tried to wash their faces
But these kids they lost their graces
And daddy lost at the races too many times

She broke down the other day, yeah you know
Some things in life may change
And some things they stay the same

Like time, time, there's always time
On my mind
So pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time,
Time, there's always time
On my mind
Pass me by, I'll be fine
Just give me time

azure ray - dont leave my mind

2010-11-21T15:07:00.001+08:00

We can break plans
I'll keep all I can
You'll be my friend
And start over again

And you can go to New York City
Get a place on the east side
But don't leave my mind

And you can go where no one knows you
Where the winter is kind
But don't leave my mind

=)

yohoyoho rentoboys and rentogirls

2010-11-17T23:00:00.002+08:00

i m singing a rap song
it doesnt neccessary need to rhyme or be in tempo
as long as you are all for it i m fine
bear with my ramblings bear with my whatnots
or just shut this window off haha

its been a good two months
there are ups and downs
sideways, lefts and rights..
storms and sunny days...
but no worries..

its a pretty good training ground i see..
good old peeps to hang out with..
crazy jokes to laugh about..
work/stormy weathers we share it together
as a team..

wootzz...go team!!

(to be continued...)

Kate Nash-Nicest Things

2010-11-17T11:45:00.001+08:00

the meaning of dont judge a book by its cover

2010-10-18T23:21:00.002+08:00

just a fun fact.

a friend of mine got snatched at the road side for letting a motorbike passby..p.s. according to her..the malay guy was good looking..but still...he robbed her!

This just come to the conclusion that you dont need a man that is good looking..rather..a man with good personalities..

lol..beware of the good looking guys! looks well...can be deceiving..

hi my name is shiela

2010-10-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

being a sabahan myself, means double the chances of people mistaken me a Malay.

This incident happens few weeks ago,

" hey who is that new malay colleague?"

"who are you talking about? havnt heard of it?"

"neh..the one sitting in front of you..."

" ohh..SY is chinese la.."

another incident one week back..

I was in the toilet..

One malay colleague that i have never seen before came and talk to me..
" i have never seen u before..are you new??"

" yea..i have been here for three weeks..."

judging from how i speak..she asked " are you chinese or malay?"

" chinese.."

"oh..i thought u were Malay.."

smiles and chuckles...i said...

"in the old company..coz my boss's name is SY too..so i was asked to change another name..and i choose Shiela.."

she..

laughs..and laughs and laughs..

hmmm..till today..only a few ppl knows that my nickname is shiela..

shiela masjid konon..

-end-

bought fruits from mini market today..shall i name it mon banana..tues banana..and weds banana?? i suck at this..three months of evaluating myself makes me realise i m lack of eating fruits..and i might need to cook/take away food for work since the food at amcorp is pretty expensive..probably eating lesser will help?? i have been putting on weight as well..i am stuck in a freezer!!!!!!!!

colleagued described motorcyclist as flies one day while driving and you know how the motorbikes always suprises you at the side..nearly hit your car..or u going to hit the bike.." ooohh..i hate motors..they are like flies..so annoying.." I seconded to that..and then..she also said " they also comes with the buzz sound" actually when you are in the car and frustrated its kinda funny..

trials

2010-10-10T22:27:00.002+08:00

we face different obstacles everyday...
but the question is..
how do we handle it??

few days back..i accidentally hit someone's car..it was just minor scratch..but i was paying heaps..(got to pay back my parents)needless to say..i didnt feel proud of it..but on the bright side..i have learnt to pay more attention driving..and...ways i could save up the money parking at Amcorp Mall..its a whooping RM9 per day..phews..
dont think i can avoid it..but at least i can try..taking the lrt during the week when my car was at the workshop actually made me realized that i liked taking lrt..i was feeling absolutely carefree..and traffic-free!! but none the less..seeing somebody got mugged in the lrt station.also taught me to be more careful..:/ it isnt australia ok..

was buying something at the local grocery...made me want to revive the "cheers" instead of saying "Thank you" when you pay..I shall try my luck and do some testing..lol..

It has been three weeks since i been starting work..seems like i have been keeping full capacity at work..i havnt feel this way for a while!! it felt like a month when i was only working for two weeks!! what a rush!!

since i havnt been actively going out but staying in the office for work, i m feeling the fatigue at work too..plus the cold air ventilation...can i just gear it up with winter wear when i m in the office??

m actually planning sumething up for Nov..since i havnt been going out with me mates..;)..or singapore suprise sk trip? ;)

Malaysian Day

2010-09-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

Today..marks the end of my chilling days..

chilling= music+booze+clubbing+late night tong sui+wasting time+late night chatting+etc :(

why sad? cant describe the feeling..

seems like the days of my youth has finally ended..

seems like..

there are so many changes coming towards my direction..

and i am adjusting to it slowly..

i never really follow a timetable. but soon there will be one drawn out..(which includes exercise+paying bills+extra curriculum activites??hmm..)...

grin..

i m like playing level 1 on mario...with the "noob" word imprinted on my forehead...battling for level 2. and the first level...is to get to know your company..get to know your products..and get to know your colleagues..there are like over 100 of them..seems like i m pledging for sorority or a fraternity for that matter..

new words to live by and in my dictionary= more industrious+get organized+ more focus+proactive+dont be afraid to fall and keep trying

The Temper Trap - Fader

2010-09-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

Zee Avi - Bitter Heart

2010-09-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

three more days..

2010-09-12T01:15:00.004+08:00

hari raya specials with shiengs..

which one is worst? vomiting or diarrhea? so there i said it, i had diarrhea for a couple of hours, for overeating during the "raya season" i never had anything that like this before..vomiting and having diarrhea at the same time..no more overeating again. was glad that the streets were really clear this few days..

zzz..

three more days..
embarks the journey of a lil girl
stepping up..brushing up some skills..
into the world she never knew she ll made it
in the past it was all in a tiny scrapbook...and now it is in her reality

three more days of rest..
three more days of mindless thoughts..
three more days of unstressed days..
=)

three hundred and sixty five days of challenges and hard work...
phews...

you can achieve anything if you want it that bad..you ll make it happen..Thank God for everything....

the temper trap- the next big thing

2010-09-05T02:01:00.002+08:00

First, they sweep us away with Sweet Disposition. This aussie band is definitely going to be here to stay. =)

untitled

2010-08-31T00:30:00.002+08:00

its like i just got hit by a bus
you never realise when its coming
its just there waiting on that invisible line
until it pops
you feel like crap
it haunts you like crazy
it never stop
it catches up with you when you are at the most vulnerable

friends always appreciate your advices
but you never take your own medicine
they say the greatest comeback is when you pick yourself up when you fall
i wish everyone can do the same

i m closing up my walls
shutting all the blinds
moving out of my closet
little by little
it just gets a little better
waiting for another day
the sun will shine brighter

little by little
pick up our pace
start living our lives
doing what matters to us
enjoy the process of it
create your own path of life

uncollected thoughts

2010-08-09T23:33:00.004+08:00

caught up in a odyssey
of passing time
never knew what we got into
got so wrapped up hyped up

young minds
never knew what we got into

changes arising
going separate ways
but never seems to run too far

time seems like a thief
robbing seconds when no ones looking
building up ourselves through time
it seems inevitable
it seems to leave a negative note now yet a positive outcome in the future
lets build up ourselves ayeh?
i ll back you up
just stay positive
=)

indie artist of the week: liyana fizi

2010-07-25T13:52:00.006+08:00

(Credits to www.pizzamagazine.com)

check out Law ft Liyana Fizi- fantasy adventure here!
Law ft Liyana Fizi- fantasy adventure

why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere
a place with sand the sky so blue
the city lights are beautiful too
why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere

i dont mind we can go somewhere
anytime say the word i m there
we could hop on a plane ride a bus
where hearts wont weary to stop too far

we will take a field trip cross country and sail across the sea
why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere
why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere
a place with sand the sky so blue
the city lights are beautiful too
why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere

i dont mind we can go somewhere
anytime say the word i m there
we could travel to the jungle camp all night lay on the beach and dust till light
or stay in a hotel watch tv or skate in a lounge till peak
why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere
why dont we go into a trip and getaway somewhere
a place with sand the sky so blue
the city lights are beautiful too

awesome awesome song!! i give it a 8/10 !!!

I suppose you dont know

2010-07-15T23:38:00.006+08:00

when you are sitting with me on the bench
i suppose you dont know
you just dont know, do ya?

tell me your story
hopes and dreams
you ll be the narrator and i ll be the actor

i suppose you dont know

while we are living our own lives
building our own dreams taking different roads
exchanges ideas sharing point of view
we could take away the bounding walls
and build bits and pieces of little steps

oh well we just dont know we just dont know
the way back home

frankmusik-olivia

2010-06-26T11:10:00.003+08:00

Knowing us like we do
And I wish we weren't all through
Knowing us like we do
Why do I feel like I shouldn't call you

Things just aren't the same
Wish that I could just change my name again
And try to run away and though you're far
We still just sit under the same old stars

Knowing us like we do
I wish that we were through
Knowing us like we do
Why do I feel like I can't call you

Was it just the space
That we were never in the same place
And oh, I know I lost you in my head
There's no more waking next to you in my bed
As the pillow turns to stone instead

Knowing us like we do
And I wish we weren't all through
Knowing us like we do
Why do I feel I shouldn't call
Why do I feel like I shouldn't call you
Call you now

Nite out eating

2010-05-03T02:52:00.004+08:00

this people gives binge eating a new meaning..just say it. there is nothing better than binge eating with a couple of friends, listening to their problems..constant sulking. bout life. bout relationship. bout work. well..you got to be a good listener, or at least pay some attention. There is nothing wrong with holding a piece of chicken on your hand, while the other some fries while we reflect on our actions. review what really gone wrong. what did i do wrong?? here, have some more fries. nothing felt better than a released tension in our hearts and a filled stomach.hmm.

went out for a church outing. i must say. waking up after two hours of sleep wasnt smart. but the day didnt go wrong either. went back with a pleasant sweat on my body. had a shower. watch a couple of movies. and there was i. knocked out. passing out on the bed for a few hours. feeling so energetic now i dont know what to do.

one thing for sure. i got sick of eating fast food. another, i really ought to stick to my exercising plans because i dont want to get any rounder than i already am.

here is a picture that i thought was cute.

nobody would have pulled it off. but she did.

Stereophonics@KL Live

2010-05-03T02:50:00.003+08:00

i must say. they rock! we were so near the stage. it was nice. i think the event company made a great choice of positioning them more to the front. great job ppl. some dude spilled beer on my shirt, it was yucky..but it didnt ruined my night. they sang almost 20 songs..wow..we were standing so close to the band..i could see kelly so clear. he is hot alrite. i wasnt prepared. my phone was in low battery. but at least i got some of the shots? lol. its a great nite.cheers ppl.have a nice week.

Band of the Month: the Kooks

2010-04-15T15:44:00.002+08:00

We get tired of listening to the same tune. Put those one hit wonder songs like Lady Gaga (stop telephoning me..me..me..me..i m kinda busy..)or chris brown (with you..with you..with you..girl..)on repeat will surely drive you up the wall.

But i get none of this..give me the kooks at anyday...sitting in the bus..in horrible traffic jams...waiting for your date... waiting for your movie drama to start...sleeping on the sofa..i could just listen to them all day long...they have been my favourite since 2004.

boyish looks. laid back attitude. 80's sunglasses. poker face. live life full. enjoy the company. friends. road trip. relationships. girlfriends. boyfriends. they inspire every little things of our lives which are a part of ourselves.

scrapbook

2010-04-15T00:12:00.001+08:00

lol.

late nite crappa rap

2010-04-14T03:34:00.002+08:00

same old same old
have you look at yourself in your face?
have you change your looks change your fate?

have you broke someone's heart, punch someone in their face
did you make a difference in someone's life
make a change?

some people they like to brag
some people they'd like to stay the same
but where's the fun where's the thrill
if everything was the same?

did you thought that life sucks life's a bi*ch
well someone has got to take a stand make a change
stop being a whiner, start the first move
coz a thousand miles marathon comes with the first step

loosen all the fears
strengthen all your abilities
start kicking *ss start something unpredictable
what do you know everythings starts and ends
with you

linger

2010-04-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

It is true that time waits for no one, what is lost cannot be rewind. some choose to ignore it, and some choose to move forward, some hang on and linger.

Stop....and hang on to that minute. Stop....and evaluate events that had already happen. what that needs to be done? things that needs to be improved.

everyone has moved on. getting better everyday. gaining every inch of confidence. gaining every little bit of substance. taking their own dreams in their own hands. bringing in every effort, every muscles in our body. creating our own world as we see it.

mending what that has been lost. learning to improve from our past failures and disappointments. recovering.

things are getting better each day.

thurs nite

2010-03-19T14:24:00.002+08:00

twas the nite
leaving an unhappy face
of girl with dangerous weapon
high heels
they are meant for dancing
not killing
they left me with a scar

twas the nite
leaving the annoying kids
of stupid annoyance and the likes of it
fake dreams of riches
cheap wine and Lamborghini
oh dont mind him he was just joking

twas the nite
oli rocked the crowd
with his magic fingers
magnificent mixtapes
crazy ppl on stage

twas the nite
pretty faces that last a nite
strangers with no names
just pretty hair and shirt
faces getting washed up pretty nicely

twas the nite
this is the last of the youths
and the beginning of white collars
and shiny boots

and then comes dawn
as ghosts awake and come to live
start living their lives

broken nails and smudged lips
dirty sheets and massive hangover
ahhh what a sight
the aftermath of a thursday nite

placebo in kl live

2010-03-18T07:33:00.005+08:00

love love love.

imagine wearing flip flops to a concert. how utter dumb is that? luckily we bought the more expensive tix..with a better view..=)and less people...well..it lessen the damage..if i was down there...that mosh pit..well..i wouldnt mind if i was tall like this dudes.

three dudes with the pink turban..

they performed a total of 21 songs..they were awesome!!! steve decided to jump in the mosh pit at the end...it was horrifying..luckily he didnt get hurt..saw him hugging brian when the security guard rescue him back on stage. good thing he wasnt hurt.it was dangerous and unexpected .. he jumped into the crowd. lol.

an indoor concert. how nice is that? minus the hot weather. and sweat. that was nice.

even got a placebo bag after it..coolios..

Brother's Wedding

2010-03-16T00:09:00.003+08:00

its a beautiful wedding...a beautiful beginning..

congrats bro..we are all happy for you..

xxxxxx

Wed's Nite

2010-03-11T00:24:00.003+08:00

its a wedsdays nite
watching nine for six
and the passion ignite
guido reminds me of a friend of mine
the shell's depreciating but the inner soul's ten

got anxious got nervous
went to the curve
to put my soul some rest

wanna get some placebo
got the tix for half a month's food
is it worth it? is it that good?
well i dont know until i went to see some youtube
all i hear is the sound of heartbreaks
tales of sex, the drugs and the hard rock rhythm
beating like a thousands hungry souls

sounds like me
only better
expressive in a melancholic kinda way

waiting at the departure lounge
its two hours flight

as another story emerged
bridegroom waiting at the isle
as they watch and they stand in awe..
as they gave their blessings

and me...
wondering..
pondering...
where i m at where would i be where i m heading

wake up call

2010-03-08T21:23:00.002+08:00

it troubles me to think of
seven tubes stuck on her body
when her age was just two
to hear her cry, her pain
her suffering
makes me realize life is so fragile
nothing to be taken for granted
she is getting better now.

news flash.
brothers wedding in few more days
flight schedule in three more days
nervousness plus anxiety in my stomach
afterall its my brother's wedding

been thru the mission
the search for sister's dress
been to the whole lot of bangsar boutiques
can you hear my sore legs' cry?
climbed thru all the stairs you could find
a walking marathon, except its the quest for a dress
i think we can even climb mount kinabalu after the wedding
its like..we just had intensive walk training
i wanted to say "i cant feel my legs"
but its OVER RATED.

dad currently wanted me to stay in kk
its like a do or die thing
better to secure myself with a job first
before i get my butt kicked back to sabah
r u game? or game over?
eeisshhh..its a wake up call alrite.
no more games.

cockles attack, more like allergies..

2010-03-02T14:20:00.002+08:00

si ham also known as cockles..often used in chao kuey teows or eaten steamed or barbequed..

had some of them yesterday, ended up with baggy eyes for not sleeping and a swollen throat that healed during the sleep. got me awake the whole nite. what utter nonsense. and i can feel it..stomach arousing..tummy ache..thats why they say dont eat too much si ham it will make you lao sai. food nowadays are really unclean. especially in pj..unless its fresh just like sabah's.

"serves you right" its like eating something that you know you are not supposed to. just like during chinese new year, that i ate those big king prawns, mind you. i just ate one. and it took just one prawn to get my throat swollen, when i already eaten the allergies meds. And i had to take antibiotics for the whole week. it was just horrible. worst allergies ever. never had something like this brought tears to my eyes before.

back to my rantings..you are supposed to diet remember?
yea, that was a week ago, and i already broken the pattern, spoiled myself with a chocolate sundae yesterday. guilty as charged. and failed attempt. thought i did had fruit and vege salad for breakfast. its as if all there is left in the world is veges and fruits to eat. no more chicken. no more pork. and worst of all. i had a milkshake and brownies for lunch today. perhaps i should get up early for a jog tomorrow. start anew again. with one week left. before the wedding. the reason i failed is probably because i was over doing the veges salad eating. while repressing my cravings for other sweet stuff. probably need to balance it up with some chocolates to stop my cravings.

also, i have been "renewing myself". by keeping the faith. everyday is like a struggle to keep from sinning. thats why they said " renew day by day" its really really hard until i started doing it. probably need to be armed by more bible verses to prompt my mind from doing stupid stuff. its like the struggles between my id and my superego. the battles of the angels in your head. spirit versus flesh.

back to work.

oh no...i think its the second blow..stupid cockles!

Jamie Cullum

2010-02-28T01:30:00.003+08:00

song was originally written and composed by jeff buckley, jamie cullum did a good job on it. jamie cullum is one of my favourite singer. Just soft tunes before you hit the bed.

two weeks till brother's wedding

2010-02-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

this is where it all started...

Food diary...

last day before we offically start dieting..
we had good beef, prawns (which triggered my allergies although i had the medicine for it, ended up with swelling throat the next day, it was just horrible)
eating some crackers triggered the heat as well..plus..didnt have enough water to drink

i have decided to rewrite my blog again, since nobody ever reads them..

so..this are my ranting days..

Back in Palm Spring, went out for a jog once, and it started raining suddenly after 10 minutes of jog. what gives?

i always thought i was immune to being called fat, since i dont really admire chopsticks/skinny/anorexic beings.. like..is that the sacrifice we make in the name of fashion? but being a hypocrite myself, i realize i do want to lose some weight since my brother's wedding is due in two weeks, i m now entering day 4 of bootcamp. i went out shopping for my day dress, since i thought i wanted to wear something flowery..to my horror..i cant seem to find anything that fits! and the sales assistant that knows me, thought that i put on some weight after chinese new year too! that moment, the whole world feels like crashing down... i went back home to try on the nite dress i bought earlier months ago, luckily it still fits well. phew.

i dont want to admit it. but i do have a lil bit of tummy. and i used to think it doesnt matter..now it matters a lot!!! well..maybe i come to my realisation that i need to get fit somehow.

i tried having veges and fruits for the whole day. turns out my body/stomach is not really liking it that much. its like churning..churning..and churning..dieting is really hard.i think i never tried so hard in my life until i started doing it.

anyways i m off to bed. ready for a morning jog the next day.

nitez

little boxes

2010-02-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

little boxes on the hilltop
near the beach, near the roadside
little boxes with their little people
and their wifes and their children
and their lil pet dog

pick up cars ninja kings toyotas
lil adults with their pop star dreams
sweet lil kids with their yellow jay chou hair
chopstick legs and their cute straight barbie fringe
fancy restaurants and fancy pubs

new pub that got cool kids on the bail
coppies that come and mess with the cool rich kids

beautiful beaches built on the seaside
but not for us..lest we got mugged.

kl dreams some failed and swim back to kk
jobless. cant pay for rent.
cant pay for car.

kk
they say its a good place. why leave?
and they replied " wan sik ah..dai lou"

the bumming days

2010-01-21T19:20:00.002+08:00

lit a ciggie
tear down your lungs..
nah..just kidding..

these are the bumming days..
but boredom will soon take it away.
if not than a threatening voice over the phone will.
looking for a job eh?

what if i was the boss?
that would be quite a fun actually..
gotta set my mind straight though..
giving up on climbing the career ladder for my own personal business?
hmm...

losing my phone over the couple of days was pretty bad..
i didnt lose it..i simply just misplace it for a bit while..
wat a noob....getting over excited just to watch a movie..
and left my phone in the process of it.
noob..

cant say bumming days are bad.
i did get to sleep late.
and meet my mates..that just got back from overseas.
but seriously..
i ll be pretty dead..if i m still bumming about..like this..

gotta go back to my drawing board.
and fix my resume soon..

End of 2009

2009-12-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

its a whole new year!
new resolutions!
new items! new self!
time for a change!!

cousies got me thinking..should i or should i not join the Club? Member's fees is like..RM1000..for a year..is that worth an investment?

people are going far for the holidays. I know my parents are having lots of fun. They are going to beijing tomorrow. How cool is that? Double meaning- beijing is actually freezing cold..hope they are going to be ok..lol.

Made up a lameo joke for Joy.

Since she was just playing around in the parking lot.
" Are you in a park?" She was just running about..and my cousins got a camera..taking pictures of her...the lights was good. Lots of sunnie rays. She looks as if she was running in a field. a recreational park with green grass..and fresh air.
" She is in a park.ing lot"...lol..

Been doing some copywriting work. I think the stress of it got my right eye twitching...."twitch" "twitch" "twitch" it has been almost a week. and its running its beats faster everyday. My eyes are playing drums with me. Oh my...sad.

Going to have a slumber party with some peeps... Hope that would keep my mind off things for a while.

cheer up emo girl.

the lazy days combat

2009-12-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

DumDum depa DumDum depa
get on your running shoes
put that new song list on replay
grab a mate. grab your cat. grab your goldfish.
lets get moving

shake off that sluggish old self
gotta burn off that extra weight
put on a new self
restyle your hair
put on some 80's glasses
you are good to go!

saying
DumDum depa DumDum depa
its a new day
put on a new smile
dont change for the ppl
change for yourself.
coz you are what you think.
dont let other people tell you what to do or say

let loose
release all the tensions and stress
shake off your fears
combat with your insecurities
hold on to what your believe in.

RAWRRRRR!!!!!!RAWRRR!!!RAWRRRRRRR!!!!

-END-

it sucks to be sick

2009-12-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

yes..shiengz has gone crazy again...over being sick..all the stupidness and random thoughts running in a whirlwind in my head.

wOotHoO!!!!!

dooyaknowwadda mean??????

oh my..this is wack...it might be the meds..but looks like ..its the whole lot of the PMS ing going on..plus the flu..plus the cramps...this sucks..

but i could say this period is where creativity is born.

haih..what in the world..

off to bed.

song of the day.

imma heartbreaker-will.i.am

a girl needs a good chase.

the weekend

2009-11-30T00:43:00.007+08:00

had my pre-bday at Coba-banana.Copa-banana..capana?? well..watever la.

you know what? pre-bday are actually better than bdays..oh well..i guess i dont feel like celebrating on the real date..i suppose. theres just something depressing about it.

On the real date itself...out of adventure..i went on a blind date..yes..it was really bad...until i also cant believe i just did that..

parents came back from Korea..stopped by KL for two nites..had lunch and dinner with them..has a late bday dinner i guess...at betty's midwest kitchen..this is like an all american family restaurant..near to aman suria...next to dataran prima area..home of budweisers..the baby ribs are just soo...good...YUM!!!

parents went back just now around the evening...it was nice meeting them...they are going to beijing next..on december..

time to pack my holiday mood aside..and start looking for a job. what about thailand..to think of it..i dont feel good without a job..so i might just put it aside first and see how the job searching goes..

cheerios..

Displaced week: playlist

2009-11-26T00:23:00.003+08:00

1. the wombats- moving to new york

I've just had the craziest week,
Like a party bag of lies, booze and then deceit.
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

I put one foot forward and ended up thirty yards back.
And am I losing touch or am I just completely off the track?
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me

2. Azure Ray- Rise

Today i'll crawl out of bed
I can't stand your shadow is too heavy to lift
Maybe we'll go for a ride
You said you'd take me nowhere
I said that suits me just fine
I know you've always been near
Whispering secrets i know i'm not supposed to hear
Hold your heart with two hands
Give it to me only to disappear
Look how low i've sunk
Don't ask me to rise
I'll only lose you when i'm high
All alone in the dark
Love survives only when we are apart
Your voice still sounds in my ears
Soft explosions that blossom with the beat of my heart

3 .Azure Ray-Displaced

It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that nothing
Nothing survives
Nothing survives
I think i'm turned around
I'm looking up
Not looking down
And when i'm standing still
Watching you run
Watching you fall
Fall into me

Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced

And she's my friend of all friends
She's still here when everyone's gone
She doesn't have to say a thing
We'll just keep laughing all night long
All night long

Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced

It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that no one
No one survives
No one survives.

some things just wont change...of all the chaos and happenings...you were always in my mind...

Relationship Fables Part 1

2009-11-24T09:42:00.003+08:00

Have you been in a relationship? Do you have what it takes? Do you know what being in a relationship means?

Myth #1
Love at First Sight

How many people actually felt in love with someone on the first time they met? I do feel that physical does play a part to initial a potential partner. On the first level, we are attracted with the physical attribute, perhap even a little bit of charisma, just a hint of personality in the air. It is partly essential, to continue with the second part..the dating game. (Lady Gaga put it as a "love game") without the dating game..the girl would feel there is no effort being put to chase her. Without the chase, us girls just feel that guys are just not worth our time. Guys just have to bring it on, convince a girl like how he should and play a salesman of themselves, selling his personal attributes to us girls. Without a proper follow up on the first impression..there would not be a chance for a relationship to flourish.

Myth #2

THe Love Chemistry

Without chemistry with each other, there is no game between the both parties. This is very important for both parties to know what they like about each other. Whether they feel the same way about each other, do they share the same minds, values, thoughts and the future?

Myth #3

I love you for who you are.

People say it all the time. Most guys say that they love the person, but they dont know what are the reasons that they love about the other person. Most people fall into a false kind of relationship perception that is in their mind.

Myth #3

Know your own product

How do you expect other people to love you if you are not able to love yourselves first? Knowing what you like and pursuing your passion will definitely be a must.

I m 23!!! on 23rd!!!!! woohoo!!!!

2009-11-23T01:21:00.003+08:00

its probably random...but i m kinda proud of this day..coz its the 23rd and i m 23 already!!!

Been there done that list

-watched a movie with carmen (getting the best seats in the front row)

-had a nite out with my girlfriends.

-splash a bit on a new bag..and some accessories..

what can i say..
its not that bad at all..

cheers =D

Movie nite out: Phobia 2

2009-11-19T10:48:00.004+08:00

went to watch phobia 2 with stephy and my sister. Pleasssee do not ever bring me to watch a horror movie again!! i felt like the creeps haunting me..the first part of the movie..and i could stand watching it..i had to block my eyes..with my hands forming a wall to block from seeing everything..haih..i m pathetic...but yes..i m not a huge horror movie fan..then...after the first part..i guess i was relieved..because it has turned to zombies..zombies are not scary...and the ghost stories in the end was....funny...lol..i didnt expect that to happen..but yea..i enjoyed the movie..except the first part..i thought seriously..i m going to die there..of fear..i nearly wanted to leave the cinema..there was too much suspense...tension going on..

phew..i m glad i survived all of it..

those dancing days

2009-11-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

i ll miss all those times..
those were the dancing days..

we were fun and wild
young and carefree
do whatever we wanted
no boundaries..

yea..those were the dancing days..

Charles Sturt University Graduation@Shangrila Hotel, Kuala Lumpur

2009-11-09T22:11:00.003+08:00

Its official...i am a graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-09T01:03:00.002+08:00

yes peeps..i just graduated from Charles Sturt University...the feeling..oh well..not quite australia like..but needless to say..still sufficient since my peeps are there with me..

i will post much of the pictures later.
=)

Art vs Science

2009-10-31T08:54:00.002+08:00

cool video i stumble upon..

Flashback: Spring in Bathurst

2009-10-29T01:36:00.002+08:00

IMG_6097, originally uploaded by shiengz.

Ohh...how time flies...

its October now..and three more days..its my graduation...finally!!!!

this year its all about being more organized and hit the gym more often.

Wink* learn how to work with people as well.

thats all for now..

cheers...

shiengz

Just Meet me half way

2009-10-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

Black Eyed Peas came up with their latest hits - " meet me half way" from their album The E.N.D 2009. The tune is kinda catchy. Like a little mixture of electropop plus R & B.

Black Eyed Peas are revolutionizing their music genre to a more electropop music?? Influences from the likes of MGMT...It ain't half that bad.

Speaking of the Black Eyed Peas, they were at Malaysia during Arthur's Day. It was a spectacular event. Black dressing code. The crowd was HUGE!!! Minus the hot stuffy weather. It could be better.

Imagine that

2009-10-13T22:17:00.002+08:00

imagine being on top of the world
having what you always dream of

things arent just the way we imagine it to be.
just like me..imagining things that is made so flowery by the media.
working in real life is just well...real.
nothing like what you see in tv.
the glamorous carefree lifestyle...is just nothing from the real thing..

growing up.
seeing the good and bad side of people.
learning to accept.
learning to forgive.
its all up to us.
really.
what we choose to believe.

old flames sparkle up
with a catalyst..
where it lead us..only time will tell

i m ready for it

2009-09-15T01:36:00.003+08:00

Ever since we were babies, our lives was planned out, map out, which college we were going to go to, what kind of jobs to take. Everything is just there for us. If you are lucky, get into a prestigious college if thats what you wanted. When everything is played so safe, so well planned, and then you start to wonder, is that the life i m going to live? We hope for the best enjoyment of life, the fun, the excitement, the adventure, its our life rite? why wouldnt we want the best of out it? afterall we only live once.

i would totally understand it if one were to lead a simple kinda life, nothing too complicated, just peaceful and quiet, nothing to be stressed about. Some people call it jaded, its just plain boring. We need excitement! thats why when we are young and energetic, we try to make everyday the best day of our lives.

Playing safe might take away some risks, but you will never know what the world has got to give. Whats out there. Evolve and grow yourselves. see the world in a different light.

Now, i m ready for it. chasing dreams and making it an adventure every single moment of it.

Never forget to thank friends that motivates you and pick you up from the ground. Thanks you guys. Thanks for the good times.

Merdeka girls nite out!!

2009-09-02T00:50:00.004+08:00

since i was here at pj for a while now..and havnt got a chance to spend the nite out at KL. so here it goes...a lil bit of an adventure..we went to Pavilion first, and the car parking came to a whooping RM8!!! for less than 3 hours. can you believe that. gosh.

since i have been dying to go to Zouk ever since i was 19, and havnt got a chance to get in there yet. One of my closest friend get so bumped out coz she cant get in!! that time we were still under 21. you need to be on the guest list or get some cool peeps that work in the club to get in. like..@#$#$$#!!

that Merdeka day. perhaps it was Merdeka day, and we are paying to get in. thats why security is not that strict. we got in without being asked off our ids, besides, we are over 21 already. wondering what the big deal was it about Zouk. That everyone is giving them all that buzz. After that nite, i guess i know why. Chick surfing. = surfing the club for chicks instead of looking thru the internet. Us girls, we look at the best dressed, and who got the style and confidence. Them guys, visual stuff.

i think i got a bit disappointed. because there isnt much of a crowd that likes to dance. they are just plain. boring. standing around. cam whoring about. some chicks that score some Mat Salleh guys. I wonder the Mat Salleh guys score some hot girls? or the other way round? either way, it just look like they are taking advantages of them girls. and those girls are acting like drunk and playing dumb.

i went to work today, happy but with a bit of hangover, Hits FM playing all the songs that was played in the club. i was happy coz i really enjoyed dancing there. i mean i dance and dance and dance until my feet are complaining. i was doing some random sydney dance when some trance pop thing goes. it wasnt all that bad. except that girl who scare me a bit when she did a hair flip and shocked me. she was so close to convincing me to dance with her on the mini stage thingy. the party ended with some shredded colourful papers raining down the dance floor. pretty alright. except the glittery stuff sticking on my body.

thats all. till next time. stay tuned for it is Arthur's day.

Live High

2009-08-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

we sing songs
we dance
we dance even more..till our feet are senseless

we love
we kiss
we kiss and tell
we crave for adventure
we crave for misadventure

we fall in love
we fall out of love
we fall back in love
just helpless at wanting something we cant get

we dance
the release of all stress in life
expressed out in a night
the crappy dance moves, the lazy dance moves, the laid back dance moves, the " shake it" dance moves, the " dont give a ** " moves..
of all sorts...

its all been good
thanks for the night out.
thanks you guys.
back to war game BOYS!!!
back to work.

happy merdeka.

some notes

2009-08-21T00:23:00.004+08:00

sometimes, we just got too carried away with work, that we somehow forgot to care about people that is around us. we take them for granted and hope that that they will understand why we cant make time for them. Sometimes, we become selfish, we want to have our own time, our personal space, we just want to do what we want without any control or constraints from others. Others that i have seen, tried to fulfill other people's wishes, they just become depressed, stuck in between time, felt trapped and unable to reject other people's wishes and wants, while unable to satisfy their own needs.

Thats just life. To juggle between work, having a social life, and taking care about the welfare of your family. In order to be happy, we need to socialise with friends, but at the same time, we will run short on cash, spending loads of cash for dinner, movies and petrol. Before the end of the month, the money that we earn will just be gone with a puff of smoke. we dont realise how much we spent. And girls, beware of credit cards, all i can say is that credit cards are evil, i know my own limits, thats why i wont invest in a credit card because i know if i do, that would be another obsession for shopping. of endless debts. and add ons bank interest. that would be the end of me.

Then, there is the need to improve ourselves, physically and mentally. Looking great boost up our confidence level into a higher level. Thus, we spend loads on makeup, going to the gym, wearing the latest piece of designer wear. To reward ourselves, we treat ourselves with good food. We read more books, to broaden up our minds, well..maybe not me, i just prefer to read from the internet, what nots, whatever i can get my hands on. they invented ebooks for a reason.

but whats life, if there isnt any combinations of stress, work and family? i ll say, our lives would be pretty dull if we were too free. booooring..

learn to live life. learn to accept our mistakes. learn to forgive. learn to love again. coz there is a different us everyday. we need to change ourselves in order to be the person we hope to be. of all this, we need to accept ourselves and learn to love ourselves again. how do we expect people to love you if you dont even think greatly of yourselves???

life is a never ending paths and possibilities. Chances that we need to create to make ourselves, our lives, our destiny.

we are our own destiny. we are what we think.

i gotta feeling...MTV World Stage was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-16T16:15:00.007+08:00

It was surreal. it was hot. it was steamy. boy, it was really really hot with the crowd..cant even imagine how crowded it was that very night. Thanks Carmen for the tickets. I LOVE YOU CARMEN!!!!!

I remember i was just driving in the morning, getting ready to leave the office in the morning, going to church...and there it goes...on Fly FM..." Five more hours, MTV WORLD STAGE goes LIVE at Sunway Lagoon Beach!!!!" it was announced quite a number of times until it sorta irritates me..so much..so that i was in a negative mood. Then, i remember..how much i was going to miss..while they are at the MTV awards enjoying live music..i was depressed..to have that thought of not going..on such a huge event.i was afraid i was going to lose out..

at church..i remember i was asking Carmen.."hey are u going to the MTV centre stage???" "nah..i m not" Just went we left for church..i went to meet up with my friend Stephy..i was at the Curve, then i got a msg.."hey i got tics to the MTV World stage thing..you wanna go?? " i tell you..at that moment..i was in shock. i was too excited. Steph got to ask me.."what happen??" "whats with that face??" Did you know that we cant buy any tics?? and they made ppl to audition for the loudest scream to get in?? it was all a bunch of crap...but i guess if you really did all those effort..the meaning of it is priceless..you can even brag..about it..how to scream to get in..lol..

but yep..picked up carmen and my sis..boy we were so in a rush..i was suppose to meet up jessica at the curve and i had to turn her down..=( boy i feel bad.

arrive there..and laura is already there..on the left..and i was in the crowd on the right..behind the camera man..lol..they actually drained the beach...for that very event..imagine how much water was drained out and wasted??

i was so much in love with the frontman of Hoobastank. Hoobastank was awesome..really..its their third time in Malaysia..<3<3<3

all american rejects blows us away with the wind blow..in my mind..i was thinking..what the f is he wearing?? and he is too hyper?? is he onto something?? man those jeans are too tight to begin with...lol..

lol..i really really enjoyed my time there..kasabian rocked the crowd as well..

arghhh..i still cant believe i went to the MTV WORLD STAGE.....

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love you MTV!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lesson to be learnt.

2009-08-14T23:36:00.003+08:00

This two weeks was a bz bz week. So much to do. So little time. One thing for sure, I have learnt a lot this week.

1. Never take your friends for granted.

I had a bad nightmare, with my friend sending this text msg while refusing to pick up my phone calls because I missed a date with a friend.

The msg goes like this.

1. You are a selfish self centered bastard.
2. I never want to talk to you again.
3. Don’t ever call me again. F**K OFF B**TH!!!

Why would she be pissed. My bad. I was too engrossed with watching gossip girl season 2 until the last episode that I forgot that I was suppose to meet her up at One Utama. At about 12pm, only I reached to my phone in my bag, there was THREE missed calls! Realising what I did, I immediately text msg her back and apologise.

I tried calling her because she didn’t reply me back. I thought she was really mad. Oh my, that really scared me until I was confused for the whole week. Why didn’t she pick up my calls? Why I keep on getting to the operator? “the number you have dial cannot be reach” Oh my goodness, whats going on?? The following week after those missed calls, I realize I was so engrossed with work that I didn’t bother to call her back. And I waited until the next week to call her, and there it goes..into her voice messages.

Lucky me, it was all a misunderstanding. BTW, we didn’t really set a time and place for the meeting. Yesterday she called me back and said she was at Tioman, that’s why I couldn’t reach her because the reception was bad. I was so relief that she called me back after a while. Phew, that was a close call, I nearly lose a friend. You should have seen the look on my face, I was so relief and happy that she called.

2. Never buy a pet for a three year old kid.

My niece nearly killed the fish, when I told her to feed the fish always. She poured the whole fish food into the fish tank.LOL. Then I found out nobody has been feeding the fish. For a week!! It’s a miracle how the fish survived for a week without food. Now the pet fish is staying at my house. LOL. I have always loved pets. And whatever I can take care of. I bought three small cactus plant. But unfortunately, I m too bz to water them, I just wonder how are they right now..lol..

3. Real friends are ones that supports you no matter what you do.

Laura just come back to Malaysia. It was fun meeting up with her. Should always put some time for friends no matter how crazy the week has been.

4. Should have Emergency Kit: Ready to wear clothes for every ocassion and
makeup items in the car.

That means totally control on your social life, no matter what you are doing. Good for emergencies, when meeting up with friends after work and having no time to change at home.Avoid the traffic jams and some silly dramas like the mentioned 1 case of ignorance and hectic schedule to follow.

That sums up my crazy crazy week. Phew..that was a long one.

xxxxxxx

Shiengz

MGMT-Indie Rokkers

2009-08-07T23:11:00.001+08:00

i like the line between your belly and your thighs
the smell of your hair
the sparkle in your eyes
the smoke in your breath
the breathing hard and heavy
the back of your neck
the shine on your Chevy
the moon was so big when i drove it to the levy, girl

i found blood and i saw stars
all in the backseat of your car
and i told you it was love
but you don't wanna know the truth
i was young and in my prime
with my heart still filled with fear
and it goes on bleedin'

the clean dreams, the sexy limousine
Jason's got the energy he used to be a coke fien
the skinny brown arms coming round in your shirt
heart is in the right place brain is in the dirt
you live life like everyone's an enemy

i found blood and i saw stars
all in the backseat of your car
and i told you it was love
but you don't wanna know the truth
i was young and in my prime
with my heart still filled with fear
and it goes on bleedin'

its august how time flies

2009-08-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

song of the moment: metric-collect call

been sick lately. been thru the shopaholics' den. (Those legs aching moments, i totally ban..i mean BAN my mum and mum's sis from ever coming to kl again! lol. ) plus..i think i m starting to get hooked to branded stuff again. the urge to own. and to have. that. luxuries. pampered luxuries. red lipstick. warehouse handbags. metallic black leggings. i ll miss all that. i m so broke that i think i should stop my cravings. bad cravings..

its already august. just glad that all my friends are graduating soon.coming back to msia. woot woot.. hang out together time. yes.

i m happy today that i finished my gossip girl marathon. on season 2. season 3 coming out next on 31st august. chuck bass is so...romantic..the bf that you cant have...or a bad bf that you cant get your mind off.

work is coming up again next. love my free time. back to the battlefield!!!!!urgh.

till next time =)

We'll leave this place With the little piece of me that's left in you

2009-07-30T00:46:00.003+08:00

where the city meets the sea-the getaway plan

The getaway plan is one of the bands that i could listen 247, until today i still listen to them. Band started out as 4 lads who have strong passion for music, out of Melbourne City, we can see how they got their inspirations, streetlights ,shadows, sleep spindes, all of these have a unique tasting and a different flavour.

streetlights-the getaway plan

shadows-the getaway plan

They will continue to be my favs. <3<3<3

jadi kambing

2009-07-29T01:09:00.002+08:00

shiengz is going to be a goat.
yes.

been eating green salad for breakfast for a week now.

my colleagues reckon i m turning into a goat. lol.

mum was sick, so we went to a pharmacy to get some meds. and i came across with this scales slider, what bmi are you, whats your height and how much u should weight...turns out that i m overweight!! ..and i need to be at least 52-54 to be consider as healthy...strike one.

I guess this is it. Besides that, i have been having aching arms as well, lack of excercise and constantly seating position at work contributing to fatigue..strike two. see...i probably should get up early to get some exercise..

strike three. i feel bad. my parents has been concerned about my weight. been constantly reminding me to lose some weight for health reason... probably should do something about it..

strike three..i m out..

no more nasi lemak for me.

somebody be my gym buddy plz..i m so lazy...haih..

lykke li-time flies

2009-07-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

I sit tight, don't want to miss the show
I hang on, don't want to miss my prime
'Cause time will fly, upon my baby's back
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
Stay a while, my baby wants me to
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
But tide will dry, upon my baby's back
Tide will dry, upon my baby's back
I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on
Fingers crossed, my time is coming now
Don't you go, my baby begs me so
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
Time will fly, upon my baby's back
I get weak
I get weary
I miss sleep
I get moody
I'm in thoughts
I write songs
I'm in love
I walk on

moving on.

Get on your dancing feet

2009-07-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

cheerio cheerio....lol...just saying that for no reason at all.

feeling a bit of family warmth from the far east of the sea, lol..my mum and her sis are here for a visit...they brought us with the freshest fish from the deep sea, sabah's well known seafood speciality(chewah..), the sweetest mango you well ever find.. (from my KK home)(double the chewah..)...

they are here for holidays/shopping>> mega sales. -.- partially for that and partially to see my sis and i.

sad to say.but it true. we are shopaholic.

it runs in the family..

song of the day= i m not gonna teach your boyfriend to dance with you

its been a while

2009-07-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

hello friend,

its been a while since we chatted, how have you been? what you been busy doing? Does Jayjay still walk you back home? i miss the walkways we used to pass by when we get groceries in Coles. i even miss Annie's ice cream and the grass that we always lay down to while chilling and eating some honeycomb ice cream. the pathway that we will take when we head towards class, the bakery that you would always have potato pie and double shots when we need it. that messy dance floor after 12pm. that unpleasant smell of the ladies toilet in the hall after a Thursday nite. those awesome days where we will hang out with some friends at Surfer's Paradise, checking out people sun bathing at the beach while that hot summer sun burn our feet. those nites being utterly drunk at the beach, while having a sing along like we dont care.

i miss it so much that i m having second thoughts. coming back or what?

from
having second thoughts.

Feel good song of the day

2009-07-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

coz we are better off as two- frankmusik

Metric-fantasies

2009-07-05T23:24:00.007+08:00

Metric come out with a new album called Fantasies. i just fall in love with them the moment i hear their songs, help i m alive. Their genre of music is a mixture of dance and indie rock, something that feels so 80's but yet it still relates back to our daily lives, an adolescent making transitions to adulthood, writing our own stories about pursuing love and facing pressures of our daily lives..

gimme sympathy-metric

Get hot, get too close to the flame
Wild, open space
Talk like an open book
Sign me up
Got no time to take a picture
I'll remember someday all the chances we took
We're so close to something better left unknown
We're so close to something better left unknown

I can feel it in my bones
Gimme sympathy
After all of this is gone
Who'd you rather be?
The Beatles or the Rolling Stones?
Oh, seriously
You're gonna make mistakes, you're young
Come on, baby, play me a song
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"
Come on, baby, play me a song
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"

Don't go, stay with the all-unknown
Stay away from the hooks
All the chances we took
We're so close to something better left unknown
We're so close to something better left unknown

I can feel it in my bones
Gimme sympathy
After all of this is gone
Who'd you rather be?
The Beatles or the Rolling Stones?
Oh, seriously
You're gonna make mistakes, you're young
Come on, baby, play me a song
Like, "Here Comes the Sun"

another one of my favourites.dead disco.

dance, popish, rockish?? eccentric??? combine all this ingredients..it just swallows me up and blows me away...

we were just kids

2009-06-29T22:24:00.003+08:00

missing the peeps in Aussieland.

while me, lost in work and other things as well. work is getting in fast pace motion soon..my pay is coming out tomorrow! thats the only thing that is getting me excited..i need..to feed...the need...to...SHOP!

Plan "slim" is still on. But not on progress yet. I got to admit, i m just too lazy to wake up in the morning. "there is no ugly women, only lazy women" ...lazy bumpers like me. haih..

ooohhh...i made chocolate brownies topped with vanilla ice cream and chocolate syrup for my sister, for her birthday..it was so good. instant happy mood booster...

been driving lately as well, with my new car, but i cant get rid of the fear of driving by myself, probably that fear is going to fade out in a couple of weeks. and i got to drive myself to work tomorrow! argh!!

was watching transformers the other day, sitting at the third front row, didnt get the best seats, all the cinemas were packed, even gsc website hanged? thats how crazy people are for transformers.

met my cousin's baby, baby vanessa, uber super cute..she goes "uh oh" like the yahoo messenger.funny sound she makes.

watch out for more updates. here is shiela shiengz signing out. cheerios.

WHAT A GIRL WANTS

2009-06-22T00:19:00.004+08:00

i was at the Curve, and a sudden itch to shop occurs. oohhh look...70% off at Naf nafs. Oh..touch..too..50%....look at all the pretty pretty clothes..hahhh...the urge to shop is so clear. as i m reaching my purse. and i m thinking twice about spending those money. one more week till the cash is flowing in.paycheck goes KaChing! i m anxious.oh...the sound of that brand new shoe calling my name...shiengz..shiengz..so luring...so geram!!

hah...

my car is coming in next week..soon..and andrew says: " you are growing wings now." lol..i m away from my parents..and i m getting a car. anything could happen. honestly speaking i m more worry about the petrol i m going to spend than being excited about getting a new car. i think coz they keep on delaying the car..thats why the excitement died out.

Say hello to my new bachelorette's life. the life of a single, confident, working adult. sounds pretty exciting. i think i just passed the employer's test.

next week is going to be a blast. its hectic. but i ll manage. good work brings self satisfaction. i think one month of working paid off.

watched two movies in a day. i wont watch a scary movie again. it just freaks me out. say no more!!! drag to hell is so gross!!!

insomnia

2009-06-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

for some reason, i cant sleep..when i should be sleeping at this hour, what is this?

perhaps an unsatisfied soul that feels the need to socialise? or perhaps i should meet my friends some time soon? but i m always busy. right now i m really counting on getting my own car, so that i can work out my life more efficiently. maybe i feel the urge to get some privacy? should make a proposal to my parents so that i can get my own room and enjoy some sweet privacy instead of sharing rooms...

here comes the inner accountant, making cash space available for shopping. the shopping diva inside is screaming out loud, dying, crying out to feed the need to shop. meanwhile, here comes the health freak, saying you need to make allowance for fruits and veges..its important..true enough.then, you got to balance it out with the invester who look forward for the future. the cash collector that pays off all the bills. the beauty editor that demands good products for the skin. an overweight gym junkie stuck in A&W coz she cant take his mind off the double mozza cheese burger. the socialite that cant seem to find suitable time for her friends..the workaholic that demands great work and constantly look out for opportunities.

hah.what a messed up mind.

i should fork up some beneath my sleeves for that sweet loving privacy's sake. ahhhh..a place to call my own..nothing beats that.

snow patrol-run

2009-06-13T17:37:00.007+08:00

a great performance by snow patrol..it just make me speechless watching this video..kinda wish i was there to see them....the original is still better than leona lewis's version...feels like hippy kinda love surrounding the stadium..

coz you always pay for it

2009-06-10T03:32:00.002+08:00

the kooks-sway

the nite everyone went crazy

2009-06-03T23:17:00.006+08:00

PHOTO CREDIT: the cobra snake

I SHALL NOT TALK ABOUT UOX I SHALL NOT TALK ABOUT UOX but i m going to!just cant contain it! got to talk about it!

Just remembering how crazy that nite was..yep..everyone rocked the crowd real good..but the guy that i cant take my eyes off..is this guy from S**TDISCO..i mean how crazy can this guy be?? hello...feeding the crowd with a bottle of whisky? he is just too cool...love that guy.. some guard was like freaking out when he climb up the stands..it was hilarious..

showing us how glasgow peeps rock a party..lots of crowd surfing..and booze involved..seriously they really know how to fire up a crowd. there is no party like S**TDISCO.love them.love their music.

PHOTO CREDIT: the cobra snake

my first pay check

2009-06-03T00:48:00.003+08:00

for the first month..woot woot..

feel some strange feeling of self encouragement. m i really ready for this?

someone once told me...never to be afraid to be better than others..i guess thats kinda true..

currently..

m thinking..how am i going to spend my first pay? hmm..

1. treat myself to Urbanscapes.

2. road trip to melaka..(i missed freedom..oh well..)

my job and i, we are in a love/hate relationship. i m still under probation..Two more months to go..hopefully everything goes well..

best thing about my job.

Did a photo shoot, and i met some cool guys and girls..learn a few tricks about editing picture using camera row plug in, learn how to pose from the photographer, overall, the job was done,it was hectic and tiring,but it was a good experience.

june is going to be fast paced. the exhibition is coming up next.

leaving songs

2009-05-31T22:53:00.002+08:00

remember listening to this when i left for studies..that was over a year ago..lol..remember this song was featured one year ago..so you think you can dance..it just makes me wanna cry watching the video..they dance so beautifully...btw..the guy is hot too..lol..

summer's over

2009-05-31T18:06:00.002+08:00

Lets rewind back to 1998, recall spice girls and the back streets boys? We were young and stupid. well..we were just kids craving for an adventure, looking for excitement. We did dumb stuff that parents would disagree.

Didn't remember listening to Rialto, but here it is. and i love it. another love song with a message hidden. and i didnt mean to go so far..and now summer's over.

listen to its oozing melody and let your heart melt with its beats. it just seem sad that two has to be apart.

lyrics:

Kamikaze seagull planes fighting over chip shop take-away remains; when you're walking on the cliffs, you can't help thinking of how far down the sea is, and what if it should give...

I didn't mean to bring you down, summer's over, seaside town; she says we shouldn't have come so far - this seaside town, summer's over.

Empty pubs echo with sounds - jukebox selections that keep going round and round. And maybe rain is all we need to come and wash the summer rubbish off the beach... oh, let's just go to sleep!

I didn't mean to bring you down, summer's over, seaside town, she says we shouldn't have come so far, this seaside town...

[CHORUS]

In the back of the arcades, kids borrow money to play one more final game while mothers wait in family cars. I wonder why we ever chose to come so far, but I wish you wouldn't ask...

I didn't mean to bring you down, summer's over seaside town, she says we shouldn't have come so far, this seaside town...

[CHORUS]

This summer's over, seaside town,
This seaside town, summer's over,
Summer's over...

uox( university of x??)

2009-05-31T03:29:00.005+08:00

bought myself a celcom number with RM20 reload credit..

it was worth the price..i mean...i did see S***T Disco and Steve Aoki, Jessica reckons Steve is hot..hmm?? u decide. lol.

i think the malaysia crowd is still not ready for electro pop that is..only us..this enthusiastic electro pop lovers are like..jumping up and down..sweating our heart out to the disco beat. wtf. sex on fire was played. i loved it. i wish they will play more songs like ice cream, muscles.. they played the prodigy as well, we are the people,the portbellez, absolutely love S**t Disco...it just reminds me of Australia.

everyone was just fashionably camera ready. not to mention, i spotted some cameraman running around taking people's photo. the social elite, and the fashionably loud and of course the crowd.

still thinking, what am i going to do with my prepaid celcom number? should i keep it? or should i keep it, and make some random prank calls?

keep an eye out on urbanscapes, i think Malaysian prefer rock music more than electro.

hmmm...

where to get the tix??

got to find out.

Geek Envy

2009-05-16T11:22:00.003+08:00

just changed from unemployed to being employed!

cool.

been bz recently. decorating my house still..love my home.<3

just saw this video and i thought it was cool. and it reminded me of a geek couple story back in college...Two geek that comes together as a couple. what do you think? Geek Envy!

Changes happens and weird things too..

2009-04-27T23:33:00.004+08:00

=) maybe its time for a new change? Feeling a bit home sick aye? To my sis, i know starting up college with new friends is going to be hard, but you ll love it soon enough.

well..i m spending my last nite in Sabah. it feels like... errrr.. i m going blank here. i have no leaving homesickness or whatever..i think its because.. PJ is my home!! wtf.. PJ becomes in my life now...i wonder what would happen to sabah if every graduate like me decided to just stay in PJ instead of going back home..hmm..

packed everything. OMG that Airasia 15kg per person policy has really helped me polishing my packing skills...i was in the middle of packing..the bag is full..and i realised..hey...i still got two more kgs to go...what am i going to do..my bag is already full..but..through forcing and squeezing every bits of it, i manage to pack in two more items..coolness.

i wonder how is everything going in Jessica's side? or maybe she is still packing while i m writting this blog.

we share a common goal together. To lose weight. Everyone around me is doing it. It just sorta make me feel jealous? Or i m picking up some kinda motivation..it has become a trend now? whatever it is..i know what my reasons are...to wear the clothes that i have always wanted to wear.

it may be this reason as well..

get slim = maximization of your own happiness = feel confident = employer see you confident = employer says you are hired! = and that makes me happy =)

nicole reckons i look like this girl..
or at least look similar..

i wonder if i ll look like her when i slim down? thats a mystery to solve. lets just keep our fingers crossed..and see how it goes...

well..

you know it when procrastination hits you hard..

and you feel like slacking around..

the weird thing that happen.

when i enrolled for Charles Sturt. i was given a user id. it was. slim04. i mean are they trying to convey something secretly through my id name? slim04. man..maybe i should really take this seriously.

say hello to unemployment

2009-04-26T23:20:00.002+08:00

Curent Status: Unemployed

Current Mood: it feels like this song i m listening now,

Help i m alive-Metric

Current Hair: Black with Red Highlights

I think carrying a different hair style has the effects on me.

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lets crappa town tonite
grabba holda rye
hold yer mugs up high
try to keep upa rhyme

saying cheerie cheerie heidie hold
we gonna
bust a nut
kill a cupid
save a chick
pluck a cherry
seal a portal
slap a bum
crash a wed
sound an alarm

sing along to this crappa rhyme
real crap.
hava crappa tea.